it's been a month since my last post, hufffff. sibuk luar biasa sama kuliah, proposal skripsi yang revisi terus,

well
today my sister is turning 17. she had the biggest birthday surprise ever in my family. dan disitu aku sadar.. jadi kakak pertama, apalagi semua nya cewe, disitu kamu menjadi contoh. disitu kamu menjadi bahan percobaan. seperti caption di IG yang pernah aku tulis : being the eldest sister means you are the protector, the most brave, the strongest, the experienced one, and it's your responsibility to keep your little sisters to not make the same mistakes you did.

she's 17 but i would still yell at her, tell her what to do, what not to do. angry for stupid things, tell her things my parents can't.
that will be me. when our parents away, i will be the last to sleep, to provide food, to clean up things, the one who make decisions.

she's happy, that's what matters. i don't have that kind of surprise, never. but she's so lucky with her life, she's blessed, she's loved. i could never ask for more.

because in the end, your family will be the last person you see. and sisters are friend by blood. always

to Sheila. happy 17